Trying To Get The Feeling Again

I was all alone.. in my known world..
I sat and close my eyes..
On that corner, my own space...
I started dreaming..
And suddenly I hear the music...

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At any moment she'll be walking through that door
She won't find me behind it
cause the feeling is gone and
just won't come back anymore
I work so hard to find it

I've been up, down, trying to get the feeling again
All around, trying to get the feeling again
The one that make me shiver
Make my knees start to quiver
Every time she walks in

I've looked high, low
Everywhere I possibly can
But there's just no trying to get the feeling again
It seemed to disappear as fast as it came

read every book
look for every meditation and poem
just to bring home that old sweet sensation
but it ain't no used to me, trying to get the feeling again

Where did it run to? I thought I'd done all that I could
To keep the love burning
But whatever I've done, I just haven't done it too good
Cause all that's left is yearning

I've been up, down, trying to get the feeling again
Like a bloodhound searching for a long lost friend
could you help me rediscover
the way to re be her lover once again

read every book
look for every meditation and poem
just to bring home that old sweet sensation
But it ain't no used to me, to try and get that feeling
I want to get that feeling again

I've been up, down, trying to get the feeling again
I've been up, down, trying to get the feeling again
I've been up, down, trying to get the feeling again
trying to get the feeling again

Sleepy at The Breakfast Club

Nakakaantok ang maghapon.
Sobrang nakakaantok.

Napuyat kasi ako with my friend watching 'The Breakfast Club', cguro more than thrice ko na napanood pero sarap lang ulit-ulitin.

It's a story about five total strangers where they only met once, but it changed their lives forever. They had nothing in common, meeting for the first time: a brain, a beauty, a jock, a criminal, and a basketcase. Before the day was over, they broke the rules, bared their souls, and touched each other in a way they never dreamed possible. Five strangers with nothing in common, except each other.

I like the part when Mr. Vernon was reading the essay that they had to write...

Here goes:

"Dear Mr. Vernon,
we accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole
Saturday in detention for whatever it was we did wrong.
What we did WAS wrong,
but we think you're crazy to make us write an essay
telling you who we think we are.
You see us as you want to see us...
In the simplest terms and the most convenient definitions.
But what we found out is that each one of us is
..a brain...
...and an athlete...
...and a basket case...
...a princess...
...and a criminal...

Does that answer your question?...

Sincerely yours, the Breakfast Club."

Well, like in the movie, it feels really good when you have someone you've shared your stories with or someone who may have attested on who you really are. But in the end, would it really matter? Of what others would think of you? Does anyone care? Or you just go on and do whatever you believe in?

As for me, it would really matter on the persons I've shared my life or stories with because in that way you'll know how true friend they can be. But to others, I really don't care if I turn out to be a positive or even a negative image to them. I dunno. Usually, I really don't dwell on the negative side. I just get back with other positive things in life and should always keep going. I guess, that's it..

Images by http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Breakfast_Club and http://www.easydoesitmoves

What Mariah Carey and Britney Spears Want For Christmas

There are bunch of things you feel happy about - for christmas.
The christmas decors hanging around each house you pass by.
The glittering christmas lights with their different colors and patterns.
The lovely voices singing tons of christmas carols.
Its really a time where everyone seems to be one and all just definitely is HAPPY.

Now I'm hearing voices...

"People making lists, buying special gifts,
Taking time to be kind to one and all
It's the time of year when good friends are here
And you wish you could give more
Than just presents from a store .."

"Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas
Make the Yuletide gay..
From now on your troubles will be miles away, oh..."

"Silent Night, O Holy Night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in Heavenly peace
Sleep in Heavenly peace...."

"Chestnuts roasting on an open fire,
Jack Frost nipping on your nose,
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir,
And folks dressed up like Eskimos."


And speaking of christmas songs, I remember last year on this same season, I together with my ex-officemate and a close friend Micheru were so occupied of work. And for us not to forget the feeling, we played around with Christmas songs in the office and
it was this two songs that have caught me as she plays it occasionally.

All I Want for Christmas
by Britney Spears

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and it just said this:
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

Oh yeah...yeah

Christmas eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong in taking a peek?
Cuz I heard that you're coming to town
Santa can you hear me?

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
We'll be all alone, under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time (oh yeah)
Bring me a love I can call all mine (oh yeah)
Cuz I have been so good this year (oh)
I can't be alone under the mistletoe...
He's all I want in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (oh yeah)
Santa, that's my only wish this year

Ahh...Oh Santa, can you hear me, oh, oh Santa
Well he's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (oh yeah)
Santa that's my only wish this year

Santa that's my only wish this year

All I Want for Christmas
by Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby

Natural Highs

Natural highs are the things or events in life that puts you up to a higher level -- state of feeling but still comes out naturally...

I dared to list down some of these so read along.. :P

- being called by everyone at the same time (yes, it happens idk why)
- seeing old friends and meeting new
- seeing beautiful places
- Great films, great music, great people
- the Arts and Literature
- sharing hugs/cuddles
- showing kindness
- holding hands with someone you care about
- falling in love
- indulging myself to great food, massage or body care
- a hot shower
- road trips with friends
- getting on a nature trip
- having a medical checkups..hahah (takot ako sa needles)

Tagged with ABCD

I was tagged by Joms with this Alphabet song so I sing...

A - Age: Just turned 25.
B - Bands I'm Listening To Right Now: MYMP.
C - Career: Blogger then Software Engineer, lol :P
D - Drink or Smoke: same with Joms (Marlboro Green/Lights and San Miguel Light baby)
E - Easiest Friends To Talk To: Crazees!
F - First Crush: Kristina.
G - Gadgets: Nah, I guess I'm not that techie..
H - Hobbies: its gotta be blogging!
I - In love: Most times...
J - Junk Food You Like: nothing specific..
K - Kids: None Yet, wish i had :)
L - Longest Ride Ever: Manila to my Hometown
M - My Perfect Nightout: i would opt to go somewhere I haven't gone to...
N - Names For Your Future Kids: Ardee Sean, nothing else I could think of :P
O - One Wish You Have Now: wishful thinking yet...
P - Phobias: dogs
Q - Favorite Quote: Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. Live Life To The Fullest.
R - Reasons To Smile: simply having everyday, with family, friends, beautiful people, and a lot more
S - Sleeping Time: 12AM/1AM till 7AM/9AM
T - TV Channels: Discovery Channel, HBO
U - Unknown Fact About You: I'd rather leave it unknown, para may isasagot parin akong unknown fact about you sa susunod..
V - Vegetable You Hate: I really dunno the name, maybe bcoz I just hate it..haha :P
W - Worst Habit: ?!?
X - X-rays You’ve Had: Chest and Back X-Ray
Y - Yummy Foods: Pinakbet, Tinola, Chili-chicken, madami Ilocano dishes..
Z - Zodiac Sign: Libra

Now my turn, I wanna hear your voices:
Karen
Emie
Jin
Thadie
Lady